Everything is play. Sometimes we just get stuck in that vicious cycle between pushing dullness into the top priority and getting lost in self-punishment and self-depreciation. I am letting go of self-depreciation. I AM ENOUGH! … Even when i am not particularly feeling useful, even when I am doing nothing. I am letting go of seeking meaning in life by constantly diving into activities. I am letting go of busy, busy … And slowly, gently I take miniscule steps towards the center of calm… where serene, empty canvas waiting for me to touch the heart of the unknown.